Dream I had last night.

I had the weirdest dream today. 

I found a diary from the 1950’s, it was handwriten by a scientist. So i started reading this. The guy wrote about how he invented something, but he had to hide it. 

Next thing I remember was how I was working with this guy, who was that scientists relative. One day he told me that his grandfather was a scientist, who had a lab. No one knew where that lab was. I dont know why, but i showed him the diary i found. Obviously it belonged to this guys grandfather.

So we started looking for that lab. To find out what this scientist was talking about. What was this thing he invented.

Somehow we found it. When we went in, we didnt see anything. There were motion sensors all over the place. And other protective gear you can think of. There was a facial recognition thing, which identified the guy as relative of the scientist. (couldn’t expect that, right)

So basically we found a room, which was filled with stereos. When we got to the end of the room, there was this big thing. Technological thing. We started examining the thing. We found out that the guys grandfather was in there. Dont know how, but we opened it and his grandfather woke up. They started catching up. 

One point we heard something. Somebody had followed us. 

It ended up with the guy having his legs cut off. Obviously the scientist knew how to grow back his legs. So everything ended up okey.


When i woke up, first thing that i thought about was wtf was that. I mean what was i thinking about before falling asleep. What made me having such a weird dream. It made me wonder, what makes us dream about the things we do.

Is it our subconsciousness trying to say something? Some say that if you see someone in your dream, that person was thinking about you.

Only thing i know about dreams, is that you can only see the faces you have seen in real life. 



night vision


I’m a night person. That is the time when i have the most ideas and well, function better.

I love the night. The stars, the moon. I find it misterious and makes me feel like anything can happen.

Sometimes it may scare me though. You can never know what hides in the darkness. Especially in the forest. Which can be the scaryest place ever. I have had to walk trough a forest at a night time. It is amazing. With the moonlight shining trough the trees and occasional glimpse of stars. 

But when i hear the breaking of branches, i freak out sometimes. 

One early morning when i headed to the train station, when the sun hadn’t gome up yet, i heard a noise. I stoped. When standing still, i heard it again. As soon as i started walking again 3 goats walked passed me. They where just inches away from me. I was so scared, because i didnt expect it at all. I always thought they avoided people.

But doesnt matter if the night is frightening or not, it is still very misterious. And i will always feel drawn to it.

Trying out something new.

I have done lots of pencil drawings, so fiew months ago i decided to try something else. Something colorful. So i ended up buying some cheap oilcolors and started painting.

This is one of my first pictures i did. So far, i think, it has been my best oilpainting. I have done 10 pictures i think. Will start on the 11th today. I have some ideas. And hopefully it will work out.


I usually have done black and white pictures. For some reason i feel more comfortable with only black pencil.

Sometimes when i have to decide on whether to make a picture colorful or not, and i decide to add colors, i end up disliking my picture. I am not used to colors and i am trying to change that.

I’ll keep you updated with my progress.




Unitl I have some new stuff to post about, ill show you what i have done so far.

On this first drawing is a bunny. Not sure where the idea came from, but i had it for fiew months before i drew it. Half bunny – half robot. I really wish i could make a toy like that. It would be so awesome.

I have always liked cartoons. You know, the cute ones, like frozen, rio, finding nemo. If i had a bad day or i’m feeling blue. Lovely fairytale like that will change my mood. For a while know i have had a dream, to create a cartoon like that myself. I have some characters ready, but i don’t know how to write a good story or even what to write. Maybe someday i will have a good idea about that.

If any of you have an idea you can always let me know.


I wanted ta start my blog with a post about the future. In 28 days i will hand in my portfolio, essay and CV in order to apply to this school. It is making me quite nervous. It is something that i really want. I had the idea almost a month ago and because it was so late i dont have much time to put my portfolio together. I will to my best and hopefully it will be enough.

Another news is that i will be able to start selling my art (if you can call it that). My sister got a job at this cafe and asked this girl running it, if it would be okey to bring some paintings there. She said yes and that we could even to an exhibition where we sell them at the same time. Talk about motivation booster. Fingers grossed. I will have a day off today and tomorrow ill start on a new piece. I might upload my paintings in here, with some explination or something like that.




I think people shouldn’t give up on their dreams so easily.

Dreams don’t gome true over night. You need to work really hard for them. Never, ever should you let others to hold you back.

In the end, you live your life for you, not for the others. They might laugh at you. But in the end you will be the one to laugh.

Most people are afraid to dream big, let alone go for their dreams. They are afraid to fail. So they might but you down for taking the risk, they will never take.

You also need to understand, that you need to work really hard. If you fail, try again.

Let your dream be your lantern in the dark.