But which is worse, wanting everything or wanting nothing?
It all depends. If wanting everything makes you focus only on these things and you forget everything else, it is really bad. But If you want everything, but you still enjoy life and all, that may not be such a bad thing.
Wanting nothing may mean that you are happy with things you do have. But it can also mean you have no ambition. Which, in my mind, is a good thing. (too much of it is bad)
In the end it is all about how you deal with it. How you go about it and why you are in that position?
But in the other note:
I have a lot going on in my head. Trying to figure out what I want. My head feel heavy with all of the thing running through it. That’s why I havent writen much in the past fiew days. I haven’t painted anything or sketched. It started after I read the books. The ones I wrote about.
It kinda gave me that blue mood. Could it all be just because of that book?