I really need to get over my fear for dentists. I avoid going there for as long as I can. Not that I could even afford it. It costs like hell in my country. But still, I could think of something if I wanted to.
And I do need to. My tooth has been hurting for fiew days. So I have been thinking about going, but I’m afraid. I really don’t like dentists. For a long time I couldn’t figure out why. Now I think I finally did.
When I went to elementary school dental care was free. But the dentists had these huge machines. And every time I had to have a filling but in, it hurt like hell. When ever I think about dentists, I think of that pain. There was a time where I was starting to get over my fear, but then I moved and didn’t have the chance to go to visit them. now the fear is back.
I wonder if I should take it the same as the parachute jumping. I am afraid of that to, but I want to get over it and just do it.
Maybe I am meant to just take it as a chance to face my fears.